Anointed 1, a person could spend many human lifetimes trying to make the Bible consistent. It can't be done!
You must forget reason and have faith brother..............
As an alternative you could study in only one or two lifetimes, the background to the texts, mythos, ethnology, politics and cultic imperatives which are embraced by the Bible.
The fiction of Jesus is demonstrated by the very ancient history of the tale of the God-man hero.
In fact the very word 'hero' comes from the name of the son of the Egyptian Sun God 'Horus' who was as the myth relates, by virgin birth was born in midwinter of Osiris and his wife Isis Meri. Apart from Horus being an itinerant teacher, healer of the sick, raiser of the dead, he had twelve disciples and was baptised by his cousin Anup who was six months older than himself. The Egyptian name Anup not surprisingly translates as John in Hebrew.
So when Jesus "says" something in the Bible it is not him speaking, he never spoke, he never existed, nobody remembered seeing him or recorded his words.
No it was the Christ-cult leadership who embroidered and re-spun the old tales of the God-man hero.